Something wrong.

There is something wrong with my health. Today I went to work as usual, but after sitting on the chair to sigh students’ communication books for a while, I felt sleepy! Then, I could not concentrate on what I was doing. And these days, I did not have the nice sleep condition in the middle of night. So now I decided to go to the doctor. Maybe I was too tired recently, and maybe I felt stressed because mid-term is coming. I do not know why, I just hope that I could recover as soon as possible. Because mid-term is around the corner, and I want to stay health to prepare it!

I have two different part-time jobs.

Now I have two different part-time jobs. One is to be a tutor, and the other is to work in the restaurant.
In fact, I am an emotional girl. I will easily be touched, get angry, and cry. And now, I am changing because of my part-time job. I work in a restaurant, and my previous main duty was a waitress. However, I am learning another position now. My main job is to communicate with customers, I have to know their feelings and serve them. It is not strange to be blamed by the customers if we cannot serve the dishes on time, they will get angry and I have to apologize. It is really difficult to soften their temper sometimes, so I have to learn! It is usual for me to be scared by their blaming, and I will cry. Of course I know crying cannot solve anything, but I am quiet emotional, I still have to learn. I know it is such a tough thing to me. However, I am happy I am becoming mature and strong because of the job. I will never regret, because I know I am changing gradually!

Trust

Just now, my best friend, Wai-ting, called me. She cried out and told me that her boyfriend wanted to break up with her. I don’t think that I have the right to interrupt their love, but to be a friend; I think I have to comfort her. And after realizing all the details of their problems, I know that how important trust is between lovers. If there is no trust between lovers, there is unnecessary to be together. I do not know what to do now, and I do not know how to comfort her. I feel so sad, and I really hope that she could recover as soon as possible. I will love you always, Wai-ting, because I will be your friend forever.

Inconvenient

It is really inconvenient that have no motorcycle here in Yunlin, because I have a part time job, and without motorcycle, I cannot go anywhere quickly. Instead of riding the motorcycle, I have to ask my friends to take a ride for me or ride the bike myself. I want to have my own motorcycle, but I am afraid that a new one will be stolen easily. So, few weeks ago, I asked my dad and mom for a motorcycle, they suggested me that buy a used motorcycle. I think that was a good idea. But there is still a problem, I have no enough money to buy one, and I do not want to spend my parents’ money. Thus, I think I should try to get used to the inconvenient situation for a while, and as soon as I save enough money, I will buy one myself. It is cool to buy one myself, isn’t it?

Our best friends.

See, what a cute dog! Shhh…he is sleeping now, we cannot talk too loud. I think most of people love dogs. Dogs have been our best friends sine long times ago. They play with us, look after our house when we are out. Some of the dogs are guide dogs. They are in charge of leading the blind people. And some of the dogs are police dogs. They are so courageous, aren’t they? However, there are so many people who like the new and loathe the old, they are so irresponsible! Thus, we can see the abandoned dogs walking on the street. People are so heartless! Dogs are loyal to us, but what do we do on them? Abandon them? We are the smartest animals in this world, I think we have to think about this issue.

Shirk

As time go by, things change so quickly. I still have a lot of things to do. I still have a lot of homework to finish, I still have a lot of school work to study, I still have a lot of goals to reach...
But now, I do not want to do anything, but take a break. I want to go home. I want to go to a place where no one knows me. In fact, I just want to shirk my duty. I do not want to face the fact. Please, it is OK to give me only few hours. Do not talk to me, do not ask me any question, do not bother me, and I will appreciate you so much, my dear friends. Please leave me alone. Thank you!

It is hard to catch up.

I do not like to skip classes, because if I do so, I have made more effort to make up the lessons I have missed. Now I do feel the stress, because I caught a cold last Wednesday, so I went to see the doctor in the morning. That meant I missed the classes in the morning. And my classmate did the presentation that day. What a pity! I missed that! So now I have to spend more time and make more efforts in order to catch up. How tired it is! But that was all my own faults, if I did not caught a cold, then I would not skip the class, and it I did not skip the class, and now I will not be so tired. That was all my faults.

I am sorry about that.

I felt exhausted all day long, and I did not know why. I did not think today was my day because I was quick- temper. In fact, I did not mean to argue with my classmates, and I did not want to talk so much. I really did not mean to hurt others feelings, just because I did not think what my classmate did is right, thus, I said the critical comment, and of course, I hurt her feeling. I felt so sorry about that, and I hope that I can be forgiven. I think I have to learn how to calm down and do the self-control. Anyway, I want to apologize for my rude behavior today. I am so sorry!

I want to be quiet.

Sometimes I felt that I talked too much. I just want to stay quiet for a while. But if I stay quiet, my friends will think that I am in bad mood. No, I am not. I just want to be alone, and think my own things. Maybe most of people think that a talktive person will be an easy-going person, however, if someone talks too much in the wrong occasion, he/ she will not be a nice person, isn't it? And all I want to do now is stay away from my friends, have a cup of hot coffee, and be quiet....

What is Love?

I still remembered when I was in the senior high school, and my teacher told me that love is the lesson that everyone has to major especially in the college. But with time passing, I am the second grader now. And most of my classmates have boyfriends now, I still stay single. I cannot understand the feeling if lover argue or fall in love insanely. Actually, sometimes I enjoy my own life. I will not worry too much, and I can do what I want to do. But somewhile I feel lonely especially in winter. Whatever, maybe my Mr.Right has not shown up now, and I believe that he will show up some day. I have to wait for him patiently, right?

I should go on a diet.

I have gained a lot of weights recently. I think that was because I did not do much exercise. Thus, I decide to go jogging with my roommate every evening. Also, I will eat less from now on. I want to stay health. Although appearance doesn' t mean everything; however, the first impressino is important, isn' t it?

I am sick.

Yesterday night, I was so happy because I could take a break finally. However, after a long and deep sleep, I caught a cold. Well, I had a sore throat. I can not talk, I can not sing, I can not do a lot of things... And now, I am worried the presentation tomorrow. I think I have to go to the doctor in order to recover as soon as possible.

Do not be sad, my dear brother.

I know it is so difficult for you to try to get rid of a person from your heart, but you still have to face the fact that she doesn' t love you anymore. If you want to cry, just cry out, because I will stay with you. If you want to go out, I will still go with you. You have to know that breaking up with someone doesn't mean that the doom is coming as well. And I want you to know that I will stay with you until you get right. Don' t be sad, OK?

Learning a new langauge

I learn Japanese this semester. It is kind of difficult, because I have to memorize the 50 sounds. It is not easy, because I did not learn it before. But now I will try my best to learn it, for learning languages is so interesting, and I can communicate with other internationals. Also, I want to go to Japan someday again! I wish that I can use Japanese to talk to them in the future!

I am not in my room now!

Hey, hey..guess where I am? I am at Armani's home now! It is quite interesting to live in classmate's home! She prepared the dinner for me, and we also talked a lot. I enjoy doing that! And I like to play video games with them as well. Maybe some day you can come here to visit them,too. I believe you will have a good time just like me.

Bad mood.

I am in bad mood now, because I suddenlly realize that time goes so fast, and I cannot catch it! I have so many things to do, and I want more time! Please wait for me and give me 28 hours a day, although I know that is impossible.

My part time job.

Thanks for my school sister, because she casted me in a job. That is a real challenge for me to do the job, because my main job is to watch over a five-year-old boy to do his homework. It sounds easy, right? But things did not follow the way, that boy was too nautghty to do the homework, moreover, he shouted to me! Also, when he was in the bad mood, he would do nothing, and he would not say a word. I usuallyt felt overwhelmed at that moment until his mom came up-stairs. Now I really felt frustrated and wanted to quik that job. I really do not know what to do....