Dear you

Dear Shyan,
It is torture to me that I can not communicate with you. I do like you, and I hope that I can know more about you. I did not like the way you treat me today. Silence meant nothing. I could not get you and I could not understand what you want to express if you said nothing. It is so hard for me to keep our relationship if you always remain silence when the problem comes out. I know that you did that because you did not want to argue with me, but I did not think stay silence would be the best way to solve the problem. If you do not communicate with me, the problems between us will be more and more. And I will be fed up with that someday if the shitty things repeat again and again. That causes me so tired. I feel so tried and hopeless. Please do not do that again, I can not stand it any more. Please do not…


Best Regards
Samantha

Looking forward.

Past was passed, Annie told me...

So it's time to move on, I tell myself
That's also what I want to tell you
I know that you know what I meant

Everything bad and shitty won't come to you once more
look forward, follow you intention to do everything in your mind
and wait for your shining life
I can see, and you can feel...

I do believe
Because past really passed totally...

best wishes

It's glad to hear that you know what I meant.

Although something will be left in your heart it will just be a memory, not in the reality.
And I know if we want to let something past,
we have to spend time and wait...
Wait for your shining and bright life, as I said...
It's coming now.
You r a clever one, you know...

These days just focus on our final term exams
no more shitty things will influence our life any more
I still do believe, and trust you can control everything
because you have lots kind of power
all caused your shining and lovely smile
ha ha ha...

best wishes...

hard

While I want to write an article to state about my life
or even about my emotion caused things happened in my daily life.
I usually meet the obstacle on my way,
To study and use it for years already,
but how come I couldn't use it easily as the moment I want,
especially for chatting with others and my foreign friends.
There's less vocabulary in the tiny memory of my brain,
and these days, the progress of extending it is getting slower.
Cause is lazily is nature of human beings, ha ha ha...

That's one of the big problems for me.

Not trash talk tonight, and I really want to improve my foreign language ability,
good for me now, and also for my future.
Well, do more effort...It's a long way to go.

I should and I will, come with me if you want to join in.